Thursday, February 05, 2009
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``Your name ; 3:19 AM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Sry ppl for not blogging for quite long it's juz tat I hv noting to blog and I don't like blogging too much.....Bcoz now I know I hv to face my problems. There's tis saying you think tat ur life is hard,but compared to wat? I was tinking and reflecting e saying to me bcoz I alwaes tink tat my life is hard,I tink of e ppl out there they might have much harder lives than me. Holidaes are so boring.....Never hv I felt so much boredom in e holidaes, even if I wanted to go out I dun hv ani idea where to go..... I wan to go to Bugis to buy a watch but it would be boring if I go there alone, I would ask my friends if they are online. I also wan to go jamming bcoz I juz learn how to play e guitar and needed practice wit my friends. I still dun know whether should I b a vocalist or play backing 4 e lead guitar....k I noting more to tell so c u anitime I go online or blog...Juz leave a tag........
``Your name ; 11:55 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Bored,bored,bored,bored,bored and bored. Each time I try to start a relationship the girl rejects me. Why!!!!??? am I a person which people despise just bcoz they think I'm a boring guy from the outside. Come on just give me a chance I'll tell u why I'm the boring type I have my reasons. The new girl I knew said she doesn't wants to have a relationship. At 1st she said she likes me then changes her mind. What the @#$&%@$^*&^%$#!!!!!!!!. I feel like killing myself. What am I lacking as a guy. Maybe not being the handsome guy or I don't fit the criteria of their minds. I just have to forget her she is just too......I don't know I'm trying to understand her but, nevermind. I try my best to express my love for her but it's not convincing. Another failure in my life how much worse could my life get? Sometimes I wonder whether there's something out there that might make my life worth but I think back. No, I living a room full of darkness no light to at least cheer me up....The light may come but it will take months or maybe years. I wish that I was kept in a room with no one inside it full of darkness it's free of anything. Especially my problems. Forget it the more I write the more I lose my mood so.......
``Your name ; 1:09 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
I been promoted to sec 4e3. I'm damn grateful to the school. They help to push me up. I really wasted the year when I was in sec 3. Now I will try my best to concentrate on my studies because my O-Levels is coming. I really happy that I got promoted because it makes my secondary school life much less miserable. The reason is that if I had to stay back who knows the principal might change the system. But, I have to drop my my A Maths. Damn I hate it but it's a condition for me to be promoted. Nevermind just have to concentrate on my other 6 subjects. The remedial for next has just started today, it was okay but there were some parts of it that I could not understand. The last thing that I want to say is about this person I met at msn she was nice and all. But, after I confess my feelings for her. She also had feelings for me. But, I feel that I making her feel damn bored. I love her but it is very hard for me to show her how much I love her, I don't know for what reason I always feel that I'm nothing to her. She does not talk much much I ask her with 5 words, but she answers me with just one word.I wanted to ask her whether she wants to be my girlfriend. But I'm just too afraid that she might reject me. I'm afraid of getting into relationships because a whole lot of commitment is needed. I might not give full commitment because of my studies, I really need to concentrate on it because O-Levels is coming I might be very close to her but the point of being attached is far. She's a cute girl. But me guy who is not handsome,not cool and other things which highlights me as a loser. Maybe she is the one for me but she has to understand, because I'm a very complicated guy. She maybe transferring soon to loyang. I could understand that it's for her own good. Letting someone that I love go is hard but if she has to go there's no point crying in misery over it. Letting go of my emotions on the blog is good but too much might be freaky. So, I have to go I need sleep for my remedial later....Bye.......
``Your name ; 5:12 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
In my life I have three top priorities making my family happy especially my mother , my religion and finally my education. First I must make my family happy because it's sad to say this but it's true because they are the ones who are actually always beside you. Your friends might be close to you but they do not know your real self. Only your family knows what you are truly believe me. Anyway all of us has only one family which is not immortal so appreciate what they try to do for you. For my mother I want to make her happy because she is the one who raise you up when you were still young. That's why I want to make her happy because I'm trying to appreciate what she has done for me since I was young , she's growing and so am I she's going to be 50 if god allows her to live that long. Who knows when is she going to be gone out of my life. That's why I want to make my whole family happy. For my religion it's compulsory because my prophet is Muhammad. He spreaded the religion from a long time ago so why make his effort worthless. At least try to do what god ask you to do.(This is for the muslim people sorry for the christians if it's offensive.) The last one my education is very important because if I don't have education I won't have a good job and I won't be able to support my parents when they retire. So my goal now is to get education so that my parents can be supported by me. I just want to show them my appreciation by taking care of them. I won't just go mad in front of my mother I'll just go somewhere where I can calm myself down. I hate it when I see my mother's face feeling dissapointed I felt as if I'm not giving her what she wants. Don't ever scold you mother because to me they raised you up and this is what you give them and without them you wouldn't even be in this world. I have to go doing some stuff. "ROGER OUT!!!"
``Your name ; 5:32 AM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Yes the exams are over!!!! Now I'm looking forward to the holidays. But I still have my religious class exams. So sad but true. Nevermind that I must look on the bright side of life. Exams are over at least I can have something off my mind. The exams this year was a screw up for me because it was hard plus I did not study much. The whole year I was not concentrating on my studies I was still playing because I thought that O levels was still one year ahead and I thought that I should relax. Shit why am I talking about exams it's over. What should I do in the holidays? Maybe playing my computer for at least an hour. I so happy that the year is coming to an end but quite sad because this is the year that a lot of things have happen to me. To reflect back at the whole year I think that this year was my turning point to see things at different views and be more mature. But I'm still not 15 till my birthday which is at 24 november 2006. So frustating because almost all of my friends have thier ic except me. I tired of typing so bye,to all my malay friends hari raya is coming are you prepared?
``Your name ; 6:16 AM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
My exams have started shit. The paper today was okay but paper 2 summary was hard. Damn hard I did not have any clue what the hell the question is asking. The girl beside me finished her paper and slept how surprising could that be? Something fell from her friend's pencilcase and it landed between the both of us I was thinking whether to take it or not as the exams was held in the hall. If I took it I could be accused of cheating. So I waited till the invigilators collected the paper I was about to take the thing but she took it before me I felt so guilty. Back to the subject must study for malay exams tommorow and I hope that I pass my english overall marks. Or I will retain,so scary.
``Your name ; 10:27 PM