MY MEMORIES
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Bored,bored,bored,bored,bored and bored. Each time I try to start a relationship the girl rejects me. Why!!!!??? am I a person which people despise just bcoz they think I'm a boring guy from the outside. Come on just give me a chance I'll tell u why I'm the boring type I have my reasons. The new girl I knew said she doesn't wants to have a relationship. At 1st she said she likes me then changes her mind. What the @#$&%@$^*&^%$#!!!!!!!!. I feel like killing myself. What am I lacking as a guy. Maybe not being the handsome guy or I don't fit the criteria of their minds. I just have to forget her she is just too......I don't know I'm trying to understand her but, nevermind. I try my best to express my love for her but it's not convincing. Another failure in my life how much worse could my life get? Sometimes I wonder whether there's something out there that might make my life worth but I think back. No, I living a room full of darkness no light to at least cheer me up....The light may come but it will take months or maybe years. I wish that I was kept in a room with no one inside it full of darkness it's free of anything. Especially my problems. Forget it the more I write the more I lose my mood so.......
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