MY MEMORIES
Thursday, November 02, 2006
I been promoted to sec 4e3. I'm damn grateful to the school. They help to push me up. I really wasted the year when I was in sec 3. Now I will try my best to concentrate on my studies because my O-Levels is coming. I really happy that I got promoted because it makes my secondary school life much less miserable. The reason is that if I had to stay back who knows the principal might change the system. But, I have to drop my my A Maths. Damn I hate it but it's a condition for me to be promoted. Nevermind just have to concentrate on my other 6 subjects. The remedial for next has just started today, it was okay but there were some parts of it that I could not understand. The last thing that I want to say is about this person I met at msn she was nice and all. But, after I confess my feelings for her. She also had feelings for me. But, I feel that I making her feel damn bored. I love her but it is very hard for me to show her how much I love her, I don't know for what reason I always feel that I'm nothing to her. She does not talk much much I ask her with 5 words, but she answers me with just one word.I wanted to ask her whether she wants to be my girlfriend. But I'm just too afraid that she might reject me. I'm afraid of getting into relationships because a whole lot of commitment is needed. I might not give full commitment because of my studies, I really need to concentrate on it because O-Levels is coming I might be very close to her but the point of being attached is far. She's a cute girl. But me guy who is not handsome,not cool and other things which highlights me as a loser. Maybe she is the one for me but she has to understand, because I'm a very complicated guy. She maybe transferring soon to loyang. I could understand that it's for her own good. Letting someone that I love go is hard but if she has to go there's no point crying in misery over it. Letting go of my emotions on the blog is good but too much might be freaky. So, I have to go I need sleep for my remedial later....Bye.......
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